Well I know its been awhile since I really updated this place.
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Life hit me in the face with a 2 by 4 (kinda wish it had been watson but alas it wasn't) Some of you know several years ago I was in a auto accident with a Illegal. the ramifications from it left me in a lot of pain constant really. Lost my Muse due to it, Haven't found it yet either. Anyway the wreak left me pretty much a wreak my friend who I was driving to Chemo (I think it was Chemo not sure now mind doesn't really remember much) did not make it she went through the windshield died on impact (at least I hope to god she did) I went face first into my steering wheel airbag did deploy but I went sideways and forward (what I was told) destroyed my left jaw and Teeth was in coma for awhile suffered short term memory issues for a long time, still get bouts of it from time to time. It left me unable to work I mangled my back and left arm along with the left jaw and teeth started fighting for Disability. That I have to say was / is really fucking hard.
So during this fight I had been seeing Doctors about my ongoing issues fighting with the state insurance (Arizona I believe has one of the worst ideas of health care "sorry you need to see we won't cover glasses. Oh your teeth that were destroyed from the accident well tough shit we wont do anything to help you" ) And the Doctor were shocked I was depressed and losing interest in everything shit wouldn't you. Anyway started seeing a pain management Doctor to deal with the back pain about a year and a half ago give or take we were in the middle of fighting with the insurance trying to get PT and manipulation to relieve the pressure in my back ( had 1 bad disk bulge and 1 minor one).
So then about 11 months ago I rolled over in my sleep and BAM OMFG red hot poker to my back I was swear to god almost blacking out from the pain I thought I had pulled something. When I tried to get up I had absolutely no feeling in my left leg from the but to the toes and if I put pressure on the leg some invisible idiot would stab me again. I had to call Doctor she ordered a Stat MRI got to love the state insurance took them a week to OK it STAT you idiots means Emergency. 3 hours after the MRI I get a call at 8pm from the doctors say get to the hospital NOW.
Now mind you no way for me to drive (I drove a Stick) I had to call the insurance they were like UM we need a manager to approve this as we are suppose to transport you to closest hospital (which is just a ER Hospital ) and I need to go to the hospital with or where the Neurosurgery was (Doctor told me this ) So had to wait till the morning 2 hour fight later and Really you will pay for a cab to this ER and the a Ambulance from there to the other HELLO which is CHEAPER?!?!?!
So Weeee got to Hospital and those 2 disk blew and on blew a rather large chunk of itself in to my main Nerve root. I was told I may lose the use of my leg completely that this should have been dealt with fast I remember looking at the Doctor and going I did blame the insurance (god damn Fuckers)
Had the Surgery Done they opened up about 8inches of my back removed the Laminia (the part of your back the makes the little bumb on your spine ) on three of my Vertebrates. After which they sent me home unable to walk with nothing but a walker and a 21 year old kid who was bug eyed with the idea he had to be my nurse. A week later I went to doctors got a wheel chair from them to help with recovery time and she requested therapy for the after surgery.
Almost a year later guess what I got a call from PT .... fuckers mind you its now because I finally got my SSDI Which the court hearing itself was a hoot as I was still barely able to walk with my walker. I remember the Judge asked me why I wasn't seeing a physiotherapy Doctor and I looked at her and said look at me wouldn't you be depressed if you were in my place and do you really think I am thinking of talking with anyone at the moment when I know WHY I AM DEPRESSED.
So here I am left lower leg still numb , not the whole leg thank god. I get Migraines now far more often then I use to. I am finally I think getting my act together but I don't think I will ever be able to work a full time job and am trying to figure out what to do with my limitations if I sit to long the leg goes weird and painful can't stand for to long either so it leaves me going WTF do I do.
Anyway I glossed over a lot but I have hopes to get my Muse back even if I have to hunt her down and beat her into submission. I hope all of you are good and I am off to watch Supernatural one of the new episodes ( don't ask me why I keep watching but I keep feeling like blowing my brains out after each show) or maybe I will watch Sherlock NOT THE FALL thou Oh god NOOOOO or maybe fortysomething with Ben and Hugh in it LOL
Anyway thats that and hope to be updating a bit more often
PS Sorry about long post and the LJ cut not fucking working damn rich text gah
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man saw a advert for the Misfits yesterday Hulu only had the first 2 episodes .... DAMN YOU BBC another Great show Just spen the day watching season 1 and 2 (nope not saying how but you all know ) But WOW and season 3 starts this fall along with new Who and Sherlock
Now this is really sad I am more excited over British TV then American Sigh
But to my Friends on LiveJournal GO WATCH The Misfits !!!!! DO IT DO IT NOW!!!!!
Is it any Good?:
J.J. Abrams loves his unnecessary lens flare. That was the first thing I noticed.
This movie has been getting some pretty mixed reviews, most of the bad reviews are from people who believed that this film would be a game changer.
The problem is that this movie was never meant to be a game changer, it’s a movie that was meant to pay tribute to the old Amblin movies of the 80’s and 90’s which most of us should have been touched by.
The movie keeps very similar themes and characters to those old movies. It’s a film about growing up (E.T) and dealing with loss (The Goonies).
The movie succeeds with the children. The movie is entirely character driven and these kids are compeletely fleshed out and you sympathise and connect with them wonderfully. For most of the kids this film is their first so I forgave a few acting problems.
Also Noah Emmerich played the part of the evil military guy well and Kyle Chandler played a great part of a father who lost his wife and is getting a little over his head.
My only problem was with the creature. Although not really a problem, I feel his design looked a lot like the monsters that feature in Star Trek and Cloverfield, Neville Page needs to learn some new creature designs and Abrams needs to stop hiring him.
But that’s only a small problem, The movie is good.
If you grew up on the old Amblin movies then you will definately love this one.
well I got a new monitor so am reworking a lot of my favorites
So here is one of Eric Northman
as always if you take please fill out the proper forms
btw should be 1440x900
Top 5 TV Show Survey
Pick five of your favorite shows (in no particular order) and answer the following questions about them.
Who is your favorite character in #2?
The Doctor der followed closely by the boy that waited
Who is your least favorite character in #1?
Elana followed closely buy Bonnie
What’s your favorite episode of #4?
One of the latest ones, with the mute/deaf girl that was abused. I liked that one. It made me cry.
What is your favorite season of #5?
UHHH caught between 1 because it just set the standard bro or season 2 both seasons rocked and then ......
What’s your favorite relationship in #3?
Not sure yet. the only real one is between bill and Sookie thou I like how Eric and Pam react to each other
Who is your anti-relationship in #2?
None really there is none
How long have you watched #1?
Since it came out.
How did you become interested in #3?
Vampires hello if its got vamps I am watching it mind you took awhile to get use to the teeth set up
Who is your favorite actor in #4?
David Boreanaz Helloooooo ANGEL
Which show do you prefer out of #1, 2, or 5?
Well supernatural lost me with this season finally so it loses um Diary hmmmm Nah got to be the Doctor Yeah 20 + years cant turn my back on that
Which show have you seen more episodes of, #1 or 3?